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I've Ruined Everything

by What A Stupid Idea

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It's easy to see there's nothing left in this life And I know you have better things to do But I think I feel a breakdown inside of me it's frightening Because I'm so alone I'm desperate and I'm scared and I am shaking at night Please help me oh please help me I'm so alone and escaping I'm alone and I think my spirit is going back to god Give me five minutes to fix myself Please give me five minutes to fix myself Give me my final minutes I don't care if I die tonight Just give me five minutes to see if I can make this right I realize it's my time Let me ease my mind Let me ease my soul Take me tonight here I go Lord please give me five seconds to fix my past Please god Please god Take my final minute He can't help me this time I know I've left and hurt them all I think because I hurt and I hurt And I take it all I've taken more than I should It's easy not to help myself But I believe in you
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I know a lot about broken vows I would fix all of this if I only knew how Every one of my days is spent thinking about A foolproof way to get my soul out I've considered all of my options Yet they still say "Why didn't you stop him?" I've grown tired of all this This useless talking The day still ends And I'm still right here The day still ends And I'm still in fear The day still ends And I still feel weird The day still ends And I hope that the end draws near They say in heaven everything is fine But you can't get away from what is in your mind There is no escape left to find There is no escape that I can find There is no hope that I can see No love, no life, and no reason to be That is alright with me Because I will find peace eventually The days still end And I'm still right here The day still ends And I'm still in fear The day still ends And I still feel weird The day still ends And I hope that the end is near I hope we all pass on
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I'm sorry I stayed so long I'm sorry I made it all wrong I'm sorry I ruined your whole life I'm sorry I ruined it all I'm sorry I stuck around I'm sorry I had to drag you down with me I'm sorry for being sorry I'm sorry for making you worry I'm sorry it took forever I'm sorry for my only good response being "whatever" I know you didn't want to do this Neither did I I didn't even try At all When you said that you hated me That is something that I understood I'm glad that you finally told me what I needed to hear So now I won't have to ever have to be here again And I'm sorry it took so long I'm sorry I made it all wrong for you I'm sorry you had to be here for me You say it's okay but I know that's a lie It was never okay and it was never alright And I know That i ruined your life Now I'll take my own And we'll call it even I'll see you on the other side, my friend And I know it'll be alright then I'm glad I was able to say I helped at least once (in my days) So goodbye Sorry it took so long And I'm sorry I made your life all wrong
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released July 12, 2014

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